My passionate, complicated relationship with effective altruism

I came across Peter Singer’s most famous ideas during my last semester of high school. I was taking a class on the philosophy of ethics from UVU. After struggling through some excessively wordy defense of deontological morality, I started flipping absentmindedly through the textbook (which was essentially a compilation of diverse philosophical ideas about morality), and found Peter Singer’s “Famine, Affluence, and Morality.” I read the entire thing (as well as a few other essays making similar arguments) and was, at the time, quite convinced. The main takeaways I got were the following:

One thing led to another, and before I knew it I had spent hours perusing websites like https://www.thelifeyoucansave.org, https://www.givewell.org, and https://80000hours.org. I had ventured for the first time into the weird and wonderful world of “effective altruism.”

According to my friend Wikipedia, effective altruism is “a philosophy and social movement that uses evidence and reasoning to determine the most effective ways to benefit others.” It should not be surprising that this caught my interest. I have always been of the mindset that if a problem is important, then it should be carefully, rationally, and ambitiously attacked. This is exactly what effective altruists aim to due with the (obviously important) problem of reducing suffering and improving well-being.

There are, of course, problems with this way of thinking. I can, for example, push back against the points I listed above:

These considerations, among others, bounced around in a rather disorganized way in my mental space for several years, including the time I spent as a missionary in Mississippi and Louisiana. I had wanted to be a missionary because I believed it was a means to have an impact in people’s lives in an extremely significant and (very) long-lasting way. However, I progressively became frustrated with the basis in truth of the things I was sharing and of the efficacy of my missionary efforts to help people in the ways that they so clearly needed to be helped. I clearly remember several occasions where I was overwhelmed by an intense (and frankly, religious) desire to dedicate myself to helping the suffering people I saw all around me. As I wrote later,

I was zealously devoted to the project of relieving some of the suffering and unfairness so abundant in this world and honestly no longer cared about the nit-picky doctrines that get so much play whenever human beings decide to create churches.

The relationship between all this and my changing religious convictions is a different story (though I’ll tell you more about it if you ask). The point I’m trying to make is that my interest in making a positive social impact was not merely cerebral; I was (and still am) strongly motivated by that goal. I hate the idea that at this very moment, there are many, many people consumed by intense emotional or physical pain, and you and I are sitting here, absorbed by our quotidian concerns, doing very little to assist those people. This sort of disposition seems to be rather common among self-proclaimed effective altruists – I recently came across this account about the philosopher Derek Parfit (quoted from https://slatestarcodex.com/2017/08/16/fear-and-loathing-at-effective-altruism-global-2017/):

When I was interviewing him for the first time, for instance, we were in the middle of a conversation and suddenly he burst into tears. It was completely unexpected, because we were not talking about anything emotional or personal, as I would define those things. I was quite startled, and as he cried I sat there rewinding our conversation in my head, trying to figure out what had upset him. Later, I asked him about it. It turned out that what had made him cry was the idea of suffering. We had been talking about suffering in the abstract. I found that very striking.

After getting back from the South, I paid my fascination with effective altruism some attention by beginning to study economics, a discipline that I figured would help me to have a greater impact in the areas I cared about. (As a side note, I was pleasantly surprised to find that economics is also an excellent arena for mathematically inclined people to scratch their intellectual itch. If you think that real analysis is not all that practically useful, you probably don’t know much about microeconomic theory.) I still had (/have) some lingering misgivings, though, among them:

In general, the basic idea of pairing one’s moral intuitions with a careful and intelligent pragmatism is very attractive. However, this way of thinking can easily lead to outwardly strange conclusions. Effective altruism is extremely appealing to me on both an intuitive and a rational level, although I'm still working out how I feel about some of the details.

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